Wednesday, October 21, 2009

And when you smile ;
When i see people working so hard for their goals, i feel so guilty. I have a goal in mind, something that i really want to do and i have a passion for yet i have been idling for very long. I have not been working hard i know and sometimes i regretted choosing real estate because i think i have more passion for the other course. Well it's too late for regrets now i guess so i can only just work hard and hopes somehow or rather this will brings me closer to my goal.
And is always all talk but no action. I remember saying that i will try to be more hardworking in uni, i remember saying i want to get second class honours but here i am skipping lectures and tutorials. I am much determined not to skip anymore until this semster ends. Can someone please help me ? I am so sick and tired of borrowing notes from people and not knowing anything. Seriously i screwed things up and now it's time for me to mend it.
On a lighter note, skipping classes today means i have time for my favourite activity -Reading. Seriously the time traveller's wife is such a good book that i cant stop reading it although sometimes it makes me think about what love can seriously do to you. Have you ever thought of what kind of person you would end up with in the future? And i truly hope that I will end up with someone that geniuely cares about me.
And i realise this is such a long post :D hahah ! but i just wanna say my 19 th birthday was such a blast. I celebrated with my sec, pri, and jc friends. HOHOHO. It was like one of the best birthdays i ever had. Although my lovely clique made me do silly things like wearing party hat and carrying a yellow balloon around esplanade, doing very silly dares, i really appreciate what they had done for me. THANKS :D
I guess I am really lucky to have them and I hope that in years to come, i will still be celebrating my birthdays with them !
And thanks for all the presents,cards,messages and cakes :D simply yummy !
Thanks mommy and daddy, i love you too !
And i yearn for more
But will you ever know?
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